Waking up to a post mordial rain is always nice- especially when you live in the desert.
After a night of Internet fun, being reminded of God's way in nature can ground and center you in some of the most amazing ways.
Note to self, get out into the open spaces more often.
I have a roommate that I'm just getting to know but he's young and inspirational in that he frequently makes time to go for long hikes and fishing in the local Jemez...
I want to build a tepee with him and forage for food.
So looking forward to the Summer in New Mexico.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Love...10 years Later
Who knew that time would sequent itself so.
Just as my swimming career took a new chapter, my first love life took a turn for the worse.
I guess, it was trade one love life in for the other- little did I know I'd loose both.
Here now at 28 years of age I've realized the absence of the two greatest loves and loses in my life and there's no way in getting them back.
Years of "expansion" and "exploration" and mind-trickin can't seem to get me to a clear direction in defining what it is what I want, though at one time it seemed so clear.
Through superfluous flights of grander and obtuse dreamery I think I know what I want, however, that's laughable- especially to my family locally.
What I want most is love...on a true, deep, meanigful level... but it can't seem to be found anywhere since this last ten years of what seems to be bad luck- but I swear I only swallowed that gum once when I was six.. okay maybe again at ten....
Just as my swimming career took a new chapter, my first love life took a turn for the worse.
I guess, it was trade one love life in for the other- little did I know I'd loose both.
Here now at 28 years of age I've realized the absence of the two greatest loves and loses in my life and there's no way in getting them back.
Years of "expansion" and "exploration" and mind-trickin can't seem to get me to a clear direction in defining what it is what I want, though at one time it seemed so clear.
Through superfluous flights of grander and obtuse dreamery I think I know what I want, however, that's laughable- especially to my family locally.
What I want most is love...on a true, deep, meanigful level... but it can't seem to be found anywhere since this last ten years of what seems to be bad luck- but I swear I only swallowed that gum once when I was six.. okay maybe again at ten....
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